Friday, June 22, 2012

Let go Beauty


Let go Beauty

By: Megan

June 22, 2012

Based on the dream she had

Labyrinth walls high and grassy, grey murky sky, chill in the air, she can see her breath.

At the beginning of the maze is she. Looking around silently. For she heard a noise, as if it was beckoning to her to come and see the mysteries of what lay ahead. Innocent curiosity overwhelms her. A gust of soft coldness brushes back her long, long, blonde curls. She closes her dangerously piercing blue eyes and listens for another sound to help guide her…...

*Crack!!* Eyes spring open, she starts into the labyrinth, following the sudden sound. She follows and searches, twisting around the grassy walls that feel like they’re gazing at her. She sees it, a figure! She catches a glimpse of it’s lower leg and foot disappear into another path a head. With her eyes gravid with the look of suspense, she picks up her pace.

Into a full jog she goes after the shadow figure in the far distance. Every cautious turn she makes, she only sees it’s leg and foot turn corners. There’s no way she’ll catch up to it.

Lungs hurting and stamina depleted, she stops and waits. She closes her eyes again….listening for another sound….footsteps she hears. She can’t make up her mind if they sounded close or far….*rustle, rustle* Cold air goes across her body…..she hears breathing, a soft, steady inhale and exhale….cold breath sweeps her ear and neck….she knows.

BAM! The figure grabs her from behind. On the grassy, mossy ground she struggles under it’s grasp, trying to find a way to leave it’s cold presence. Too afraid to see it’s face, she shuts her eyes as tight as the vault lock to a safe. It’s nails dig into her side, pinning her down so she can’t leave. She feels like a small rabbit, caught in the gruesome path of a notorious killer. Ah, but now she feels the blood of her punctured side flow down her body like water from a shower.

She somehow gets away. Crawling fiercely, trying to get away from this thing she tries and tries! Again it grabs her. This time it’s nails latch onto her right ankle and pull her back to it’s ghastly presence. More blood she feels this time, but from her ankle is where it leaves.

She opens her eyes. Which are now as grey as the sky…the color of defeat. Feeling limp and dead, she looks it in the eyes…..

It’s no monster….

It’s him…..

They lock eyes. He sees it is she….

Slowly, he takes his nails out of her bleeding, broken skin. However, never looking away from her eyes. Too ashamed to know that he had hurt her, he helps her up. Such an innocent memory she was to him.

They stand and face one another. Standing there, she’s confused to why he had all of a sudden showed up in her life again. She thought he had forgotten about her long ago… She knows immediately that she still loves him.

He however, knows he can’t love her. Unfortunately, he belongs to someone else, someone who he’ll never escape…

And out of the lingering cold air and silence, he whispers “I’m so sorry Beauty.” And he pulls her in for a long, meaningful embrace. He wipes the soft, silent tears off of her cheek. Then, just as silently as he had slipped into the labyrinth, he walks away back to the path he had came from. Beauty still stands there, too emotionally and physically hurt to go after him or at least say anything to his figure as he walks away in the grey, murky fog.

She knows she let him go. And she knows she can’t ever have him. So silently she stands, blood dripping from her wounds onto the ground.

She’s alone…and forever she will be.

Let go Beauty.

Wow!

okay, seriously, i can't ever keep a blog going. but because this is the only place i feel comfortable sharing my poems, i'll post my poems on here whenever i remember to.
So i made a 2 page poem this evening. it'll be poste on here in a few minutes. enjoy!

-MeganTheGreat